Today has been such a strange day. Lots of weird energy. I had lunch with Mum at the new restaurant she works at, downtown. I got the french dip and was thrown off by the bleu cheese on it. Not traditionally on a French Dip however I love bleu cheese so I was excited. Nope, no thanks. Plus my teeth problems made it difficult to eat. Eating used to be such a pleasure and now, it’s a dreadful affair. I have a metal filling that came out and a major cavity that can conceal a pea, it’s massive. I have great dental insurance yet have no time to find a dentist that’ll take me within six months. I had a lot of stuff to do today but plans with my Mum were made, then changed so it threw me for a loop. It’s nice to see her but damn. Eventually I told her that I didn’t know what to do, to which she realized that she’s changing things and I’m getting frustrated and it’s like, “Well uh yeah?” but instead I told her that it was okay. She has twenty-four hours to think about it before I start making plans. Of course, Leo made things difficult with his plans to Thailand and of course a friend has already gone back on what they said… my friend from high school said that Viv and I could stay at her house while I’m in town and now she’s saying only one night… it’s quite bullshit but I’m used to it from the desert peeps. It’s the reason that I would drive myself to parties: I got to decide when and where I went, without having to be at the mercy of a drunken teenager. Anyway! I’m annoyed. Today has been weird.
<center>Rest in Peace Charlie Kirk</center>
I found Charlie on social media probably six months ago and got addicted to watching him debate people. I really agreed with his opinions and beliefs and was happy to have found someone like him to follow. I listened to his recent podcast while cleaning Vivian’s room and when it was finished, I checked my social media where I see one of the more liberal people that I follow (from high school) has posted “Charlie Kirk is Dead”. I didn’t believe it at first but after his foundation confirmed it, I was shocked. Shame on the left for celebrating a person’s passing. It’s so disrespectful. This world is so dangerous, especially in our country. I’ve literally considered moving to another English speaking country because this is getting ridiculous: the food dyes, the mass shootings, the extreme Left making life complicated (like releasing repeat offenders hoping they won’t repeat again). I understand crime and violence exists in this world, but shit. When does it get better? Our nation is so polarized right now and it’s dangerous to speak your mind. I keep my opinions to myself for fear of being judged or debated. I believe what I believe but I’m not narrow-minded. I’m just really disturbed by this news. I really liked his values. I don’t care if people thought he was a fascist, he had great trust in God.
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