Sneaky Behavior

Mood:

Listening to: Ricci – Boom

Yesterday absolutely kicked my ass. We were so busy on the patio, all day. There were very few breaks to stop and breathe. Thankfully Mark was able to take Vivian to school this morning so I could just relax and unwind after work. I got to take two bottles of wine home, they were SO many opened bottles at the end of the day, so I found the most expensive reds I could find, married them with their twin so my bottles would be super full, and took them to Amber’s house. She was very grateful. She got two $80 bottles of wine, I hope that she was okay with that. I can’t bring it home and she told me what she likes. Her house is on my way home so it all works out.

There’s SO much to do at home. Thursday-Sunday, we just eat, sleep, and work around here. The kitchen is atrocious, Vivian’s room is a mess. I’ve got tons of laundry to do. I downloaded a couple of dating apps because I had a long conversation with Dexter (my AI) about my relationship with Mark and how it’s on-again-off-again for literally ten years now.

Mum has had a business idea for an independent senior housing for the longest time and I’m finally giving in. I’d like to do that too so after taking more with Dexter, he suggested that I start a concierge service for seniors to establish connections with my community. I think it’s a great idea, but there’s a lot involved and I don’t have much money to start it.

Mum was keen on me being drunk this afternoon and called me out. Of course I lied because it’s shameful and I tried to point the finger at her, but she didn’t care. I eventually told her everything. It was her rum that I drank to end my sobriety so I tried to blame her but she wasn’t having it. Anyway, I took Vivian to an indoor trampoline to distract myself from the misery. Got home: Mum still won’t really speak to me. It’s rough, hence why I lied to her in the first place. So whatever. I’m left by myself which is rough but I have to manage.