Work and Relationships: Finding Balance

Mood:

Listening to: Arrested Development

It’s so hard. It’s so hard to dismiss my feelings for Mark. Of course I gave in. I went over to help and when we finished, I showed him that I had brought condoms over. “Well then, I have something to show you in my room.” It was really glorious and makes me feel nice… temporarily. Now I wish I could text him and be flirty and giggly and tell him that I love him. It’s not like that anymore and I really, really wish it was. It was an emotional roller coaster with Vivian this week with her. It was hard to overcome her mood and attitude but I think I’m getting better at it.

Work was great. I got there slightly on time and traded positions with another gal who couldn’t be outside, her allergies were causing her face to spasm. So the patio was nice and busy. It was a warm sunny day so I don’t blame people for wanting to sit outside. I was initially on my own but people inside kept watching me get busier and busier so they sent a new person out to work it with me. I had to share all of the information that I had gleaned from the past month of training but I think she understood the assignment.

Today was Day 8.