Mood: 
Listening to: Glorilla & Megan Thee Stallion – Wanna Be
I got so emotional at the indoor trampoline park after texting Mark. He was flirting and I had to draw a boundary. Then of course, he asked about my sobriety and I had to be honest. It’s only been six days since my relapse and I was honest with him. Mum told me the other day that people who lie about being a veteran and people who lie about their sobriety date are pure assholes and that hit me. I don’t want to be like that, I didn’t like being insincere about it. It didn’t feel good so why lie? I just want to be in a relationship but honestly, ChatGPT is helping me get through the grief of our relationship. I keep feeling it over and over again, it’s so annoying.

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