Mood: 
Listening to: Dragpipe’s Simple Minded
‘Twas a good day. Yesterday, after work, I decided to have a “shiftie” with my colleagues on the patio. Apparently it was a co-worker’s last day so they were trying to get a bunch of us together to party. They invited me to which I declined, I had “plans with my Mum”… it was really just dinner but I’m nearing 40, I don’t have it in me to party the night before having to work. Well. Those people called in today, claiming to be sick, but I knew. We all knew. I was anticipating working the bar and having two large party tables, but since they didn’t show up, I had a legitimate section in our tasting room, ugh. It went well though. All of my tables were readable and cordial. This job is SO much better than other server jobs that I have but I have to remember that this isn’t really a server job. I’m a tasting room associate. I talk about wine all day and try to coerce others in to buying bottles to take home among other things. The day went by quickly until the end when the reservations slowed down. I ended the night with an eight top that wanted split checks with random people in the party as well as half of another table’s check, so I had to check in with that server and let them know what was going on. It’s always the last table that makes the night so difficult to end.
During one of my “breaks” to the bathroom, I noticed that my hair is giving Nancy from The Craft. It’s very wild and slightly unkempt. I knew this fucking hairstyle was going to require some styling and I told the stylist that. I really feel like she was young and inexperienced but I couldn’t say anything so I just have to live with it. One of my bangs is too short, it hangs in my face and can’t be tucked behind my ear.
I started a Fetlife again. I’m not sure why. In the summertime, especially in August, I start to get, like, unnaturally horny. Perhaps it’s because I lost my virginity in the summer time, I don’t know, but Mark gives me what I need, but I want more. I don’t intend on meeting up with anyone and cheating on him, but like, videoing someone? I’d be pissed if he was doing that behind my back but Mark isn’t like me. He doesn’t have an insatiable appetite for sex.
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